Well shit I just found out I wont be going back to college for the second term because I got three failing marks out of five(which I thought I was doing better) but it was my fault for half assing my stuff.so that blows,I really enjoyed hanging out with new friends and learning from the classes.well after suffering a two day depression and talking to a few friends and people on the interwebs I got over it quick.

I can't just moan of my losses.(even though its a major one in my life besides death in the family and crap like that)there are many good things out of this.first of all I never took a break. after highschool I kinda ran straight to college and I wasnt ready for the workload.second I can keep drawing and get better and retake the course next fall.with all the stuff I learned I can get a upper hand on the assignments and projects.

the big downside is I need to start looking for a job seeing how I'm not getting money from the funding program I was in but thats not too big of a deal.

so yeah 6 months of changing my lazy ways and get better at what I love doing.that mean I'll try to keep adding to this god forsaken site XD.